Once you have tasted flight, you will always walk the earth with your eyes turned skywards.

For there you have been, and there you will always be.

I wish that some of the rich people in sch would buy a titantic each so that they will all just sink and die together. I have nothing against the rich but I think that they are generally fucking useless and stupid. Always backing on high-flying parents and their finances. You guys dont even have the fundamental skills and tact to survive independently and yet you all actually feel good about yourselves. All young adults already, come out of your shell please and realize how big the world really is. Take some control over your own life because apparently you do have one.

Be nice. Everyone you meet is also fighting a hard battle.

I will keep that in mind.

There was a lizard in my room last night and so I didnt dare to step inside to pack my school bag. That is why I didnt go to school today. Of all reasons for absence, mine had to be such a retarded one. Spent the morning picking up some good books at the library. I realized that someone transferred a few hundred dollars into my account and I have no idea who that is.

Gonna play a little bit of squash just before econs supplementary tmrw. Feels weird if I dont touch the game at least once a week. I cant understand why we are having so many supplementary lessons. We are making up for more than what we’ve missed. Lectures should all be scraped off entirely and be replaced with tutorials instead. Its more effective that way. I am always doing stupid things during lectures like drawing pac-mans on my notes, which are quite cute btw.

Its a good good night. So I will forget all about my work.  I finally got a bag and a pair of running shoes. I am very particular about them so I have been searching high and low for nice ones. In one of the previous posts I mentioned that if I saw the adidas clima ninetyfive shoe in red I would definitely grabbed it. I found it and I got it. Oh yes and I managed to preorder the ac shirts for kuek and myself too. The other day at town we were talking abt the people we like and omg yucks we are so disgusting ahahhaha havent changed much since lower sec.

Casino royale is incredibly boring. I intend to borrow at least one title every week to watch. Must enjoy life before all the intensive academic stuff starts to kick in.

I dont want next week to come.

When I needed you to stand by me, you blew me off. So I dont need you anymore.

Wished all the juniors never came to nanyang. I hate how the mrt station was so crowded and noisy this morning. I cant listen to my music and take a slow and quiet stroll to school anymore. All of them were hanging around in batches at the station and some of them stood in front of the escalator like wtf. That aside, the maths lecturer asked if his pace was too fast for integration so the entire lecture group said yes unanimously and he started shouting at us so badly. He was going on and on about how we should not complain because these are assumed knowledge and we shouldnt expect him to go through with us. Dude, we didnt complain. We merely answered a question you asked.

Squash during the long break before geog. The sport is amazing. Trains up your reaction, stamina and speed. It drains so much energy from me and I was sweating like a dog. I want to get my own racket too. I always let the balls bouncing off the side walls go because I am too afraid of whacking chayadi’s racket against the wall. More squash plz.

Yesterday I jokingly told my sis to meet me at bishan after school and she took it so seriously. She waited for me for quite a while whereas I was already at home, sleeping no less. She is so angry with me now and refuses to forgive me ahhahaha I will go and beg for forgiveness after dinner.

Nothing but absolute respect for you. I like you now more than ever.

Sorry for all the sporadic updates here. But then again I dont think people actually read this space much. The stats are plunging. I have been spending more time on tumblr recently. Some of the posts are incredibly brilliant. I cant stop reading and reblogging them.

Got a haircut this morning. I look like a very disturbed individual right now. The hairdresser shoved a super thick hairstyling book in my face and told me to choose one which I like. She is so funny. All the models in the book have such luscious and heavenly gorgeous hair, AS IF SHE KNOW HOW TO CUT.

I have to wait for about five hours after school on mon just for training to start. Judging by my character, do you think I will faithfully wait for training or just go home and sleep right after school?  But I might actually pull a miracle act by turning up for training. And thats only if I can find someone to jog/play squash with me for that five hours. I will msg yuqing later to ask if she wanna train for sundown with me.

The weather is so hot now. Have to wait till the evening before I can go out for a run. I have been sourcing all over the place for a good pair of sports shoes and I finally found one. I am very very hesitant to get it because it is somewhat similar to mich’s one. The contours of the shoe provides better grip and it is adiprene certified. If only it comes in red colour. I would definitely have grabbed it. Right okay I will sleep now.

Mathematics may not teach us how to breathe, how to live life, how to love, how to accept, how to forgive.

But it gives us hope that every problem has a solution.

Inevitable crash. For the second time.

We have been through this before, and we will do it again. Hang in there. There is still a long way to go.

Things are going to get very tough and demanding. We will ride it out. For all the better tomorrows you two promised me.

Omg cant take it already. I feel like dying now.

So fast?

That made me think.

Hi hi its block tests tomorrow and I think I will most likely fail physics again! Not prepared for anything at all but heck, its just block tests. The arts students are quite lucky to have all their papers compacted into the first three days. This essentially equates to earlier liberation and more potential meetings. Btw rachel why didnt you reply my message , I hope we are still meeting up! Want to see you!

I  think that girls shouldnt wear short skirts or whatever unless they have really really hot and sexy legs like dez ( tiff do you still remember how we used to stare at her and the other npcc girl). I need to go for a haircut soon! My hair is so messy and it looks like patch of wild grass.

Super excited for the upcoming chinese new year. Its my my favourite time of the year. Such a happy affair. Need to shop for new clothes and stuff. I want to be cool and good. Anyway I think I wana get htc touch diamond cos its damn pretty. But I hate the htc logo because the alphabet “h” is not capitalised. Not consistent.

NY open house today. Spent the whole time going around the different cca booths disturbing people and grabbing free stuff. The team came in third for the tchoukball comp. We didnt play very well but at least we got a trophy. Our first achievement as a class! Charades was super fun, laugh until wanna die. Tiff and I make an invincible pair. I think we broke the record.  She bought me this album from eamon and I am synchronising it into my itunes now. All the song titles are so crude. No wonder she told me that its very nice. Hahahaha so typical of her.

Tiff: where is the place that all the crazy people go?

Jasmine: clubbing! pub!

Tiff: no no, the place where there is a lot of crazy people!

Jasmine: zouk! ministry of sound!

Tiff : walao woodbridge hospital la

Lazed around in the library after the open house with the ISLE team before going down to the booths again with angie to play tennis wii and then suddenly breaking out into the wondergirl’s nobody dance at the atrium. Squeezed ourselves in between two pillars for fun. Celebrated tonny’s birthday with the whole team and had dinner together at long johns. I love how the team is so bonded and tight. Lessons resuming tmrw and we all have diff timetables. Cant meet at lorong chuan mrt station every morning and walk to school together already. Damn.

“I dont think its humanly possible to finish studying for block tests.”

Maths morning lesson tomorrow omg die! Hope she doesnt ask for maclaurin tutorial anytime soon. I only got my tutorial on the first day of school.