“当你拥有的时候,你已经开始的在失去。”
“当你不再害怕失去, 你就真正拥有了。”
That’s a lot of truth.
Just about a week more to the end of the year. Like what I’ve posted on twitter recently- it’s not about how you started, its about how you finish. I’ll create more smiles and happiness to end off the year nicely. Don’t think I’ll attend any countdown parties this year. Perhaps meet up with a couple of close friends or just stay home. Feel like I should spend some time with myself, look back at what I’ve doe this year do a rough mapping of how I’ll like to lead my life next year.
I think people see me as just exhibiting more and more weird ass tendencies every day. But I see myself getting closer to who I’ve always wanted myself to be.
Need to find time admist work, settling thearts stuff and cors bidding. Got to run my fats away and read to nourish my impoverished mind.
I might actually take a few years off when I’ done with university to live in the states or anywhere else that I might fancy.I want to meet new people and have new experiences. I want to know how it feels like to not reside in Singapore, to distance myself .from familiarity, to be away from home.
A multitude of factors have led me to conclude tonight that I am tired of the world. I will sleep now and deal with my life when I wake up. Ciaos (I heard a French lady using this word a few days back and it sounds so god damn sexy).